Monday, October 3, 2011

Not the One

It is a strange feeling to realize that you in fact are not the person you thought you might be. What I mean is that it's terribly strange to think that you're the girl who finally got the guy when in fact you haven't got him at all. This is my own personal conundrum at present. I suppose I'm too be grateful for coming to this resolution prior to making any further commitments, but nevertheless, I am awfully disappointed. I know I sound like a silly little girl, but really, I did in fact love him...and to not be loved in return is at a minimum hurtful.
This leaves me wondering though, will I ever be the one? Or am I destined to always be, well, not the one?

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